No one to vent to and I absolutely cannot say a word to him so….tumblr you’re my new best friend.

So a week ago today we decided I guess that things were just not going to work out. I was bummed, and for the first time in my life I felt completely LONELY. Us not working out is nothing new but I always had a little bit of hope and knew it wasn’t the end of us, this time…it feels like it really is the END. 

I DON’T WANT THIS TO BE THE END

So I was pretty much depressed did nothing but go to work and sleep. Today was the first time going out and I was so disconnected. I felt like I’ve never socialized before and I have no interest. That’s not what I want. I don’t want to end up like before. 

What’s going on with me! What’s wrong with me :’(

I can’t even say it…I’m so embarrassed. How many times did it have to happen! I give up.